Confessionals

lol at me posting in the wrong board. I meant to post in my confessionals but this forum confuses me but I went along with it.

Okay so here's what went down this week.

The first person to message me for an alliance was Malcolm. He seems nice and all but I can tell he's playing the game hard. He even created boards for us, one for me and him, one for me, him & Shane, and one for me, him, Shane & Penner. The thing is I'm sure he made other boards with Shane and Penner that didn't include me. I definitely gotta look out for him because I don't trust anyone in this game.

The only girl I've talked to from the other tribe has been Brenda and i gotta change that. Eventually we will hit merge and for all I know all the guys have gotten close to the girls expect me. Our tribe really has to step it up for else we're gonna be down to 4 players but the good thing is that if that happens then Brett will be the next to go.

Actually now that I think about it keeping Brett will benefit me because him and Malcolm are against each other now. Hmmm got lots to think about now.

I don't care if we are in an alliance together, if we lose I want Penner to go home because he cost us the game.

Okay there are a few reasons I didn't want to win that challenge for our tribe.

1) MY TRIBE SUCKS. I cannot believe I am aligned with pathetic losers who can't even survive a simple musical chairs type game.

2) Winning for my tribe would put a HUGE target on my back.

3) I want Mad Dog gone and when shes gone we can get Chelsea on our tribe and vote her out if we lose again.

I could have easily won that but I had to control myself and play smart.

Actually if theres one thing I could have missed is the fact that Mad Dog could have an idol. If she does and votes me out then sucks to suck for me but I took a risk.

Countdown to the end.

I will not last very long in this game. The guys are going into the merged outnumbered and I feel that people will see me as the strongest male and will vote me out first. This sucks but I can't seem to find any cracks.

Parvati is a fake ass bitch. Sorry I'm a southern gentleman but every conversation I have with her I get the fakest vibe.

Fucking Malcolm wins tonight. Argh

I wanted someone to idol him cause he's too much in control at this point and I also wanted immunity cause I didn't feel safe with an idol floating around. I hope this puts a bigger target on his back cause he's someone I do not want sitting next to me at final 2/3.

I've cracked the final 6 and I'm genuinely surprised by this. Its me, Parvati, Malcolm, Shane, Monica & Sarita. Now Parvati has told me that I might be the next vote. I did get kind of nervous but with Sarita still in this game I think that makes her a bit of a target still.

Now there is a chance Parvati is lying to me, but I hope not because I want a legit reason to go after Malcolm and Shane and this might be my perfect excuse. I don't trust either of those guys and this is Survivor so I got to cut them before they cut me.

If there was one immunity challenge that I needed to win it would definitely be this one. If Malcolm wins then I know for sure I will not win this game but if I win I need to make sure he goes home. I think Parvati has told a few too many lies and well Monica is MIA.

Super nervous.

btw what happened to the bang bros forum?

Man I really hope Parvati actually doesnt backstab me. If she wins tonight it does not guarantee me final 2 at all.

If she takes Monica thats such a coward move and she will not get my vote. Fuck and to think it only came down to 3 points.

I hate crossword puzzles